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Oh how to put this eloquently...
I am lost in the truest sense of the word. and that is how i choose to live.

i spend every minute of every day of every week of every month of every year doing what i can to create smiles for my friends.

i sacrifice every tear and smile searching for a better way to say i love you to the girl who saved me from myself, the girl that broke the stone casing of my heart, and taught it to beat and breath and love again, the girl who was the only thing able to break my addictions. Jenna

i do not fear death nor destitution. and i would gladly sacrifice everything for my brothers, my sisters, my friends, my love, my ideals. and i will destroy anyone who stands in the way of there happiness and continued existence.

i have no shame, no conscience, no foresight.

i am what you were warned about.

i am free, uncompromising, and intense as hell

my name is Justin.

and i understand what is coming for me, one day the ones who knew me will be dead and gone, as will I and then i will sink into a vague memory by my lineage. Eventually i will be completely forgotten by the world, as will everyone and everything. I am not bothered by this. Just.. set free, i know there is NO immortality, so i have my entire life to waste in whatever ways i see fit, and so you know, everything anyone does is merely a waste of time in the end, it is seeing and accepting that that allows those wastes to be enjoyed


A sinner who knows there is no damnation, a past junkie long on the road to recovery. I have made every mistake imaginable, and finally learned from it. The ugliest things about reality once were my life and I loved them. I have broken and hurt countless people, not for my entertainment, just to kill some time. I was once completely worthless, a corpse not even deserving the death I longed for. Then one day, I found love it led to me quitting smoking bud, doing coke, smoking the funk, so never try to say your addiction is to hard to break, I have no sympathy. One day all this karma will catch up to me and I will suffer greatly, but when it does I know I will deserve it.

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